You have no idea, how fucked up I am when I decided to tell you I like you on the 6th day. All the guys ran after I tell them I like them like I'm some kind of predator. I never hurt anybody, the one I could hurt is myself. Love consumes me, and I did no harm.
Haven't I tell you, I like your teeth, and the way you laugh, your deep eyes, and how you could not pronounce 'r' correctly?
Haven't I tell you, I like your lips, when it touches mine?
I don't want to spend the rest of my life with you. Because to be with you requires a lot of things more than just an affection I have for you. And I don't have other things than affection. But I need you to be around me a little longer.
Damn, how could I say of love when you only crave for something less than love. sex maybe? You must think I'm crazy because I fell for you when you expect playground. I'm sorry. I never thought you're not only playing sex with me.
My heart suddenly wants to get involved. Crazy, ain't I?
So if you found out what I've done. and read this by any chance. I ain't mad at you or your girlfriend. I just jealous, and you might not want to know what a jealous girl capable of doing. I dont want to hurt myself, or both of you. So I step back.
To me it's better to know nothing at all, than to know everything that makes it harder. You would not want to imagine the pain. Leave it to me, I'm used to guy left me, so maybe another guy leave me now would not matter.
Just consider one thing. I'm a person, not an object.